DCC Chat Session
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Client: --=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--
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Acknowledging Chat Request...
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[11:51] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> You wanted something?
[11:52] * Cést_la_V frowns
[11:52] <Cést_la_V> I did.
[11:52] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> So what's up, Neko-chan?
[11:52] <Cést_la_V> Haruka-san, you're being cruel.
[11:53] <Cést_la_V> You hurt rei.bot-chan's feelings.
[11:54] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Look, not being talked to isn't the end of the world for her, after all, all you guys are rallying around her, right?
[11:54] <Cést_la_V> You should know something... I'm not like Tsukino Usagi. I'm not as nice as her.
[11:54] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Whoa... what happened to the "Genki-Genki" thing?
[11:55] <Cést_la_V> ...
[11:55] <Cést_la_V> Usagi-chan believes in giving everybody lots of chances...
[11:55] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> And, what, you're saying you don't?
[11:55] <Cést_la_V> I like to give people the benefit of the debt, but I'm not stupid... you've been mean to Hotaru-chan and now you're doing it again.
[11:57] <Cést_la_V> I won't permit it.
[11:57] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> You know, not like you'd believe me or anything, but I'm not exactly thrilled about this either. Not this here now, or that what happened with Hotaru back then.
[11:57] <Cést_la_V> Oh?
[11:57] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Hey, when *I* started out, I was the one who HATED to do anything that might hurt someone else. Michi had to PUSH me to attack the first daimon I encountered...
[11:58] <Cést_la_V> ...so what happened to you?
[11:58] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Ok, look, for the longest time, we didn't even *know* Usagi-tachi existed. It was us versus the world, and we had to defend the whole planet from destruction. To that end, we were willing to do whatever it took to get the job done. It sucked, but believe me, it's not like I enjoyed it like 'Taru-chan seems to think...
[12:00] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Every time I had to take someone out, I felt more and more soiled...
[12:01] <Cést_la_V> ...
[12:01] <Cést_la_V> So then why didn't you change your way of doing things if you knew it was wrong?
[12:02] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> *Change*? CHANGE? When we DID finally see you guys, you were all bleeding hearts led by a klutzy excuse for a Sailor Soldier! Let me ask you a question, when you were Sailor V, if you met Sailor Moon alone in an alley without knowing anything about her, would you be filled with confidence?
[12:03] <Cést_la_V> Maybe not...
[12:03] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Well we *weren't*... we'd been treading the path of blood, and then *she* shows up preaching the way of peace and love... to us it was retarded and unrealistic
[12:04] <Cést_la_V> We believed in Usagi-chan... even *you* believe in her now...
[12:04] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Yeah, we respect her after we saw her in action against Galaxia... but "believe in her"? Man you guys worship her or something... I believe that she *isn't incompetent* (at least not much), but that's it...
[12:05] <Cést_la_V> ahaha we don't worship her
[12:05] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Well the thing is you people were always protected by the Ginzushou... I hear you got revived in battle by it even... Michi and I never had that [BLEEP] to back us up... every now and then Sets might show up with a "Dead Scream" to cover us, but that was it... we were alone and cut off...
[12:06] <Cést_la_V> Ok. But how does that justify what you're doing now?
[12:06] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> man
[12:06] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> to me this is important too
[12:06] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> this is my life on the line in a way...
[12:07] <Cést_la_V> But you're picking on the innocent!
[12:07] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Have I done anything to rei.bot? Did I hit her, or attack her in any way? I'm just not paying attention to her!
[12:08] <Cést_la_V> And you know that's mean...
[12:08] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> maan...
[12:08] <Cést_la_V> It's not a nice thing to be ignored by people...
[12:08] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Shyeah, like you would know.
[12:09] <Cést_la_V> Do you, the famous high school athlete, junior racer and concert pianist?
[12:09] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Do YOU, the famous entertaiment idol and "channel muse"?
[12:09] <Cést_la_V> Channel muse?
[12:09] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> hahah that's what Doc calls you sometimes
[12:10] <Cést_la_V> LMAO
[12:10] <Cést_la_V> But yes I do know...
[12:10] <Cést_la_V> When I was Sailor V I had to constantly ditch class and activities, even Volleyball which I loved...
[12:10] <Cést_la_V> The other students thought I was being haughty because when I *did* show up I was so *good* at what I did (because being Sailor V trained me to have even better reflexes and such than I normally did)
[12:11] <Cést_la_V> So they figured I was a "pre-madonna" who showed up to take the credit and then run off...
[12:11] <Cést_la_V> But it was just that the Dark Agency would always do something and I'd have to leave...
[12:12] <Cést_la_V> Also because of my personality they always called me the "nail that stinks up"...
[12:11] <Cést_la_V> So they shunned me after a while.
[12:13] <Cést_la_V> So I know what rei.bot feels.
[12:13] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Hmm
[12:13] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Well, I didn't awaken as a Senshi till my last year of HS, so I was luckier than you I guess...
[12:15] <Cést_la_V> But you went to Mugen...
[12:15] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> As a senior...
[12:15] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> And I guess I had something of a social life, but I had problems too...
[12:15] <Cést_la_V> But you were always popular, ne?
[12:15] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> It's the superficial popularity of an idol... lots of fan-girls squealing after you, but no one really interested in what you're like...
[12:15] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> I was a girl who liked guy things-- bike racing, car racing, etc. I dressed in the boy's uniforms and what not, kinda like Utena...
[12:17] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> But outside of the athletic team (for obvious reasons), most ppl thought I was a guy
[12:17] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> When the fangirls found out the truth, most of them ran off in disgust... the others were too scared to say anything to me
[12:18] <Cést_la_V> Scared?
[12:18] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Of society, of whatever
[12:18] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> So in that way I was always isolated...
[12:18] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> I started making friends above my age at the university, where they didn't care so much about this crap... that's one reason why I'm so well-read, because they were always in cafes dressed in black talking about philosophical [BLEEP]
[12:19] <Cést_la_V> Oh
[12:20] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> But even that got me labeled as someone "too good" for the others, and I was shunned, kinda like you I guess.
[12:20] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> So I turned more attention to racing incognito as a guy... which was a PITA in its own way... I mean dressing like a guy is one thing (I like the look, OK?) but to have to deny what I am just to fit in with some damn stereotype
[12:21] <Cést_la_V> Oh... I thought you liked passing yourself off as a man...
[12:22] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> NO
[12:22] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Man
[12:22] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> When have I EVER gone around saying "Hi, I'm Ten'ou Haruka and I'm a MAN"
[12:22] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> I mean, you guys made all the assumptions as to my gender
[12:23] <Cést_la_V> This is true...
[12:23] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> I like the clothes and the attitude, that's about it, I have no desire to actually BE a guy if that's what you're thinking
[12:23] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> But anyways, it wasn't until I met Michiru... someone who was totally UNAFRAID to just go with her feelings and damn the consequences-- that I realized I wasn't alone anymore... at first I was scared of it
[12:25] <Cést_la_V> -nods-
[12:25] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> But then I accepted it, and I decided I'd do WHATEVER it took to protect that, and to make the world safe for others to have the same chance at happiness, no matter the cost... if it meant I had to kill MYSELF to do it, I would (and I thought I had at one point)
[12:26] <Cést_la_V> Haruka-san...
[12:26] <Cést_la_V> You're not alone anymore... there are other ways to fight
[12:26] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> I'm just so used to relying on my own devices, I can't fully trust others to have the mission at heart...
[12:26] <Cést_la_V> Stop being so STUBBORN
[12:26] <Cést_la_V> We're all in this together
[12:27] <Cést_la_V> Don't you think rei.bot-chan feels lonely too? Jedite had her built as a... ugh, I can't even say it!
[12:28] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Yeah Jed's a freak LOL
[12:28] <Cést_la_V> The point is that no matter what Elios tells you, there's no reason to hurt her feelings just to preserve some stupid legacy
[12:29] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Minako-chan...
[12:29] <Cést_la_V> Moh! What kinda legacy do you think people will remember about you if you keep this up? "Oh, there's Ten'ou-san, she'll sacrifice anyone and anything to get the job done, she's effective but watch yourself around her"
[12:30] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Man, if it saves their ass I'll take the scorn
[12:30] <Cést_la_V> ...
[12:30] <Cést_la_V> Haruka-san is very dedicated
[12:30] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Damn straight, kiddo
[12:31] <Cést_la_V> But so am I, and I believe that there's a better way
[12:31] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Oh BS, do you really think you can always manage to save the day without harming anyone?
[12:31] <Cést_la_V> I'm not Usagi-chan... I do think sometimes you have to make sacrifices... but I'll try until the VERY END to find a better way before I go down that road
[12:32] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Hmm
[12:32] <Cést_la_V> But this situation isn't anywhere near as bad as when Professor Tomoe was trying to conquer the world... at worst it's a bunch of famous cosplayers changing the facts...
[12:33] <Cést_la_V> So I'm asking you to think about what you're doing to rei.bot-chan...
[12:33] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> mmm
[12:33] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Man, I don't really want to hurt her feelings... I guess I just got pissed off at her because of what she represents
[12:34] <Cést_la_V> Which is?
[12:34] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> I dunno... like... I feel like my life is being toyed with somehow... I mean, if Hino Rei were to meet rei,bot, wouldn't she get pissed?
[12:35] <Cést_la_V> Maybe at the fact that rei.bot used to "do things" for Jedite before she got free will... but I think even Rei-chan would be nice to rei.bot eventually
[12:36] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Gah...
[12:36] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Well, I guess it does suck to be cast out for no good reason
[12:37] <Cést_la_V> Hai... Haruka-san should know better...
[12:37] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Yeah well Elios proposed that idea to me after getting me liquored up on the Colt 45...
[12:37] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> So I'll say something to rei.bot
[12:38] <Cést_la_V> Thanks
[12:38] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> But I still think Elios is right on the other stuff
[12:38] * Cést_la_V shrugs
[12:38] <Cést_la_V> That's something for later
[12:39] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> heh
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